Hoa Địa Ngục

Trang 2 của Hoa Địa Ngục (1979) của Nguyễn Chí Thiện:

Thưa ông!

Nhân danh hàng triệu triệu nạn nhân vô tội của chế độ độc tài, đã ngã gục hay còn đang phải chịu đựng một cái chết dần mòn và đau đớn trong gông cùm cộng sản, tôi xin ông vui lòng cho phổ biến những bài thơ này trên mảnh đất tự do của quý quốc. Đó là kết quả hai mươi năm làm việc của tôi. Phần lớn được sáng tác trong những năm tôi bị giam cầm. Tôi nghĩ rằng không ai khác mà chính chúng tôi, những nạn nhân có nhiệm vụ phải phơi bày cho thế giới thấy niềm đau đớn khôn cùng của cả một dân tộc đang bị áp chế và đầy đọa. Cuộc đời tan nát của tôi chỉ còn một ước mơ duy nhất là được thấy càng nhiều người ý thức được rằng Cộng Sản là một tai họa khủng khiếp của nhân loại.

Xin ông nhận nơi đây lòng biết ơn sâu xa của tôi cũng như của những đồng bào bất hạnh của tôi!


– Nhật

Lest We Forget…

In Flanders Fields

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
      Between the crosses, row on row,
   That mark our place; and in the sky
   The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
   Loved and were loved, and now we lie
         In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
   The torch; be yours to hold it high.
   If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
         In Flanders fields.

– Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, 1915
Canadian soldier, physician, and poet in WWI.

Source: In Flanders Fields and Other Poems, 1919.

This is a legendary poem that is engraved in the hearts of every young Canadian child, recited by heart every year in the voice of every girl and boy in every Canadian elementary school, as they learn with gratitude the bravery and sacrifices of our soldiers and so many others around the world. As they learn the meaning of patriotism, pride, courage, valour, duty, and selflessness. Once again today we remember our serving soldiers, our veterans, our honourable dead, all those who are fighting or have fought for our country, all those who have given up their lives so that we may have our Freedom.

Lest we forget…

Canadian Remembrance Poppies.
Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Remembrance_poppy

Major General Trần Quang Khôi

I shall never repent having done what I did, nor complain about the consequences of my captivity. If history were to repeat itself, I would choose the same path. By so doing, I know from experience that I would lose everything but HONOR. – Major General Trần Quang Khôi

I would like to share with you the following article I read from http://www.generalhieu.com, about South Vietnam’s hero Major General Trần Quang Khôi, who like Major General Lê Minh Đảo stayed with his soldiers to fight to the very last day. Sharing the same fate as Major General Lê Minh Đảo, he was imprisoned for 17 years.

Fighting To The Finish
The Role of South Viet Nam’s III Armor Brigade
and III Corps Assault Force in the War’s Final Days
During the final days of the Viet Nam War, I commanded the ARVN III Armor Brigade and III Corps Assault Task Force (ATF) throughout III Corps Tactical Zone and in defense of the City of Bien Hoa against the final Communist offensive in South Viet Nam. For twenty years since the fall of South Viet Nam on 30 April 1975, I have read many articles by both Communist and Free-World writers. Many of them are ambiguous or inexact, especially when referring to actions east of and in Bien Hoa. Some even distort the truth and wound the honor of III Armor Brigade/III Corps ATF, so I have an obligation to both the living and the dead to correct the record so as not to be ungrateful to the heroes who willingly followed me and fought to the very last minute of the war.

The Early Days

From 1970 on, there were four armor brigades, one per corps. Each headquarters was highly mobile track-mounted, packed with radio gear, and manned by a carefully selected, battle-tested staff. Designed to control up to six maneuver battalions (a division has nine) the brigade had no organic units but were “task organized” by their corps commanders according to the mission at hand: sometimes with as many as 19 battalions!

III Armor Brigade headquarters was activated in November 1970 and, after intensive training with a U.S. advisory team headed by LTC. C.M. Crawford, with Maj Racine, Cpt Waer, and others, was declared combat ready and assigned to III Corps for employment in January 1971. Task-organized with the 15th and 18th Armored Cavalry Squadrons and a variety of infantry, artillery, and supporting units, it was the core and frame of LTG Do Cao Tri’s III Corps ATF, established to meet battle-field demands in Cambodia. The ATF was the corps’ combined-arms reserve. When reinforced for violent combat, its strengthand capability were equivalent to a mechanized division. It operated either alone or with the ARVN’s 5th, 18th, or 25th Infantry Divisions. Wherever there was heavy combat in the III Corps Tactical Zone, the ATF was always present.

The Task Force crossed swords many times with the North Vietnamese Army’s (NVA) 5th, 7th and 9th Infantry Divisions, both in Cambodia and Viet Nam. It rescued from destruction the 5th Ranger TF at Chlong and Dambe in February and March 1971, the 8th Regimental Combat Team(RCT) of the 5th Infantry Division at Snoul in June 1971, and the 30th Ranger Battalion at Alpha Base, six km east of Krek plantation, in November 1971.

The tragic death of General Do Cao Tri in a helicopter crash in February 1971 marked the turning point of the war in South Viet Nam. LTG Nguyen Van Minh, succeeding General Tri as III Corps Commander, made mistake after mistake from the very start. He and I differed on many points regarding the conduct of operations in Cambodia. Because of his weakness, we suffered many setbacks and, little by little, lost the initiative to the enemy. Often, I could not help arguing with him, and our relationship became more and more tense. After the victory near Krek in November 1971, I made up my mind to apply for admission to the U.S. Army’s Command and General Staff College at Fort Leavenworth, Kansas.

From 1972 to 1973, I went to the U.S. to complete my advanced military education. Shortly after my departure, General Minh dispersed the resources of the III Armor Brigade and completely disbanded the III Corps ATF. When the battle of An Loc – Binh Long broke out violently during the summer of 1972, the Armor units of III Corps were completely paralyzed.

When I returned to Viet Nam in 1973, LTG Pham Quoc Thuan had replace General Minh. He insisted that I rejoined III Armor Brigade. I resumed command of the brigade on 7 November 1973 and suggested to the new corps commander that III Corps ATF be reestablished according to General Tri’s model. He gave me complete authority for this task. I reassembled dispersed armor units and, with the new M48 medium tanks of 22d Armor and M548 tracked cargo carriers to transport fuel and ammunition, I changed the composition of Armor units and improved the mobility of 105mm towed artillery units.

The 15th and 18th Armored Cavalry Squadrons had had their M41A3 light tank troops reassigned during my absence. They had five M113-equipped Armored Cavalry Assault Troops (ACATs) when I returned. I shifted men and equipment to squeeze a sixth ACAT out of available resources.

The recently fielded M48 tank battalion (22d Armor) was identical to the U.S. tank battalion of that time: three 17-tank companies plus three command tanks for a total of 54. I reduced their platoons from five tanks to three (easier for a platoon leader to control) which, with two command tanks, made eleven per company. I was then able to activate a fourth tank company which with three battalion-level command tanks, gave a total of 47, with seven of the original tanks left over as a supply reserve.

Reinforcement from III Corps were 33rd Ranger Group, 46th Artillery Battalion (155mm towed), 61st Artillery Battalion (105mm towed), and 302d Engineer Battalion.

The 105 mm towed artillery battalion was converted to “self-propelled” by mounting the howitzers on M548 tracked cargo carriers. Each M548 was modified by adding two rmovable ramps for the 105s to mount and dismount. Each 105 crew was trained to mount and dismount its howitzer and fire as quickly as possible. The result was a unit almost as effective as a truly self-propelled battalion.

III Corps ATF was organized into three sub task forces, 315, 318, and 322, based on the 15th and 18th Cavalry and 22d Armor. Each had two ACATs, one M48 medium tank company, one Ranger battalion, one track-mounted 105 battery, and one engineer platoon.

Under III Corps ATF control was the 33d Ranger Group HQ, with its own reconnaissance company and 105 battery, an M48 tank company, the 46th Artillery Battalion (155mm towed), the 302d Engineer Battalion (-) and a logistics company from 3d Log Command.

In addition to intensive combat training, the troops were also educated on the Communism’s ideology so they could understand the enemy and his tactics. When all were well prepared both physically and mentally, I reported the ATF to the corps commander as combat ready. On 2 April 1974, III Corps ATF took the enemy by surprise on the border between Cu Chi and Trang Bang Districts, relieving enemy pressure on Bo Cap and Cha Ray outposts. TF 315 inflicted heavy losses on the Viet Cong Tay Son Battalion.

Near the end of March 1974, the 83d Ranger Battalion at Duc Hue Base near the Cambodian border was surrounded by the NVA 5th Division. A valiant month-long effort by the ARVN 25th Division – attacking, as expected, from east to west inside Viet Nam – failed to break the siege. Even aerial resupply and medevac missions were cut off, and the situation appeared almost hopeless. LTG Thuan asked me for a plan. My plan, to take the enemy from the rear in a cross-border attack, shocked him. He feared that a new incursion into Cambodia would cause problems with the United Nations. I insisted, however, that this was the only hope for success, so he took the plan to President Thieu for approval.

The actual operation consisted of two phases:

Deception. On 22 April, III ATF moved from Go Dau Ha to Lai Thieu in Binh Duong Province.
Attack. III ATF returned to Go Dau Ha, under blackout condition on the night of 28 April. Tanks crossed the river at midnight on rubber rafts provided by the 302d Engineers. The ATF crossed the border and occupied attack positions by 0300 on the 29th. TF 315 made the main attack and TF318 the secondary. TF 322 in reserve followed TF 315. The mission was accomplished by 1 May.

This relief of the 83rd Ranger Battalion at Duc Hue proved to be the last major ARVN offensive of the war. Severe constraints on ammunition, fuel, and flying hours caused by lack of promised U.S. support allowed no new initiatives. Nevertheless, the NVA 5th Division was never again a threat.

From late May until November, the ATF supported the 18th and later the 5th Infantry Divisions in their struggle to retake An Dien, Base 82, and Rach Bap in the Iron Triangle.

On 30 October, LTG Du Quoc Dong replaced General Thuan as III Corps commander. Communist forces became stronger and stronger, and more and more aggressive. Their attacks all over the country flagrantly violated the Paris Peace Agreement. In January 1975, Phuoc Long Province fell into their hands; General Dong resigned; and LTG Nguyen Van Toan, the Chief of Armor, took command of III Corps. Toan, who had commanded II Corps during the Communist Easter Offensive of 1972, promptly set about making his over-worked regular divisions more mobile by assigning all fixed posts to Regional Forces. He also launched periodic sopiling attacks in an attempt to keep the enemy off balance.

As part of these efforts, III Corps ATF encircled northern Binh Duong Province in February and destroyed the VC Phu Loi Battalion headquarters. It also relieved enemy pressure at Go Dau Ha, Khiem Hanh, and Dau Tieng in March, and on the 25th retook Truong Mit, virtually destroying the VNA 271st Regiment in the process.

But, especially for 14 days and nights from 11 to 25 April 1975, III Corps ATF reinforced by the 8th Regiment of the 5th Infantry Division fought and stopped a ferocious NVA corps advance near the junction of National Routes 1 and 20 as part of the epic battle of Xuan Loc, the war’s bloodiest. At the end of this time, I was forced to use two CBU-55 bombs from Bien Hoa Air Base to rescue the 18th Division’s 52d Infantry. We then supported its withdrawal to Long Binh Base.

Events developed at a chaotic pace in late April. I and II Corps had disintegrated, all NVA fighting divisions were moving south, and pressure east of Bien Hoa worsened with each passing day. I was invited to join a coup to overthrow President Thieu but refused strongly and publicly declared against it. Bien Hoa Air Base was neutralized by enemy artillery fires and shut down. On 20 April, BG Le Minh Dao’s 18th Division finally abandoned its magnificent defense of Xuan Loc and withdrew to Long Binh. On the 21st, President Thieu resigned. From the front on 22 April, I wrote to General Charles Timmes, Assistant to the U.S. Ambassador in Saigon “…I have been engaging with NVA divisions in the vicinity of Dau Giay, Xuan Loc while Congress debates whether or not to give further military assistance of 300 million dollars to the ARVN. I think the situation is almost hopeless. Even if Congress approves the funding now, it is too late. Neverthelesss, I and my fellow soldiers have decided to stay and fight until the very end. My only request is that you would help my family migrate to a safe location…”

II Armor Brigade and III Corps ATF. The Last Five Days of the Viet Nam War

After five days of recuperation, the 18th Infantry Division was ordered to move east on 25 April and replace III Corps ATF on the front line at Hung Loc-Dau Giay. The ATF returned to its base in Bien Hoa for equipment maintenance and rest. The 8th Infantry Regiment returned to its parent unit. That evening, the enemy seized the ARVN Armor School at Long Thanh. On corps order, I immediately sent TF 322 and a Marine Battalion to meet the enemy. They engaged heavily with a strong enemy force supported by tanks, destroying 12 T54 tanks and forcing the enemy to withdraw by midnight. This victory raised the morale and fighting spirit of all combat units in Bien Hoa. After inspecting the battlefield, LTG Toan promised a 1.2 million piastre reward (100,00 piastres per tank) to those who had contributed to the destruction of the T54s. From now on, the ATF became III Corps reserve.

On 29 April, III Corps ATF was reinforced by the 2d Marine Brigade and 4th Airborne Brigade. At noon, General Toan held an urgent conference at 18th Infantry Division Headquarters in Long Binh. Only General Toan, General Le Minh Dao, and myself were present. Dao was ordered to defend Long Binh and control the Bien Hoa highway. My ATF was to defend the City of Bien Hoa with all Regional and Popular Forces in the area under my control. At that time, Cu Chi had been lost; the 25th Infantry Division had been overrun; and its commander, BG Ly Tong Ba, had been captured. General Toan withheld that information from us, as he was preparing to desert. Dao and I later learned the truth when we met Ba in a Communist concentration camp.

As the meeting concluded, Colonel Hieu, commander of the 18th Division’s 43rd Regiment, burst into the room to report in an emotional tone that the enemy was attacking Trang Bom and his regiment was retreating to Long Binh. General Dao’s facial expression changed as he heard the news. General Toan reacted furiously and screamed his orders: Hieu was to take his regiment and return to Trang Bom. He pretended to accept the order, saluted, and left. I knew, however, that the 18th Division could not sustain the front at Trang Bom. It was already weakened by the fighting at Xuan Loc, had had only five days to recuperate, and the inevitable would happen in time.

General Toan stood up, shook my hand and Dao’s, and said, “I wish you both the best of luck in combat. I will fly back to JGS to request support for you.” He then turned to me and said, “As for the 1.2 million piastres, I will send someone to deliver the money to your headquarters.” These were his last words to me before he deserted.

As soon as I returned to my headquarters, I held a meeting with my unit commanders. Everyone was present except the Bien Hoa sector commander and his assistant. They had deserted a few days earlier.

These were my orders as of 1300 hours, 29 April 1975:

– The City of Bien Hoa is now under martial law. Curfew will be at 1500 hours.
– Each Regional and Popular Force unit is to stay at its assigned post. No movement is permitted.
– The Police Force is responsible for the internal safety of the City.
– Absolutely no one is to enter or leave the City.

To defend Bien Hoa I organized the following:

– TF 322 defend the northern sector from the airfield to III Corps headquarters.
-2d Marine Grigade protect III Corps headquarters with one battalion. Brigade (-) defend the southern sector south of National Route 1.
– 4th Airborne Grigade secure the new Bien Hoa highway and railroad bridges. Establish blocking positions on all routes of approach.
– TF 315 defend the eastern sector from the intersection of Bien Hoa Highway and National Route 1 to Lo Than (near Camp Ngo Van Sang).
– TF 318 asseemble between the main gate of Bien Hoa Air Base and the new Bien Hoa Highway bridge as a reserve. Screen the western sector along the Bien Hoa River.
– Artilleery support: Fire support plan.
– ATF Headquarters positioned in the garden of the Corps Commander’s Palace.

Around 1500 hours, while I was having lunch with my staff in the palace, General Toan’s helicopter landed next to mine in the garden. His pilot, Major Co, reported that he had flown General Toan and his aides to Vung Tau (Cap St. Jacques) where they were met by LTG Hoang Xuan Lam and BG Phan Hoa Hiep. The generals and their aides then booked a fishing boat to rendezvous with the U.S. fleet at sea. This didn’t surprise me. Major Co then asked if he could stay and work for me. I agreed.

At 1700 hours, I rode in an escorted jeep to inspect inside and outside the city. The people were absent from the streets, and the shops were closed. Everything seemed to be in order.

At around 1800 hours, the enemy began to infiltrate from the north. They were met by TF 322. A Ranger unit of TF 315 also engaged them near Camp Ngo Van Sang. The enemy hugged close to our positions, and both sides exchanged continous fire fire at a distance of 15-20 meters. Even so, our men fought courageously and confidently. There was no incident of desertion within the ATF. Under strong fire support from Armor strong fire support from Armor units, the enemy was pushed back.

At 2000 hours, I called Camp Phu Dong near Saigon. This was the location of Armor Command, where III Corps headquarters had settled a couple of days ago. There was an answer, but no one had the authority to receive my report. I then called the Operations Center of the Joint General Staff without avail. Finally, I was forced simply to wait impatiently for further orders from Saigon. I wondered if the new President and commander-in-chief had a solution to this national disaster and if he had any further mission for us.

Around 2200 hours, I was called by LTG Nguyen Huu Co. He was a former cief of the Joint General Staff and Minister of Defense in 1965. Because of his political differences with then Prime Minsiter Nguyen Cao Ky, he had been forced to resign in 1966. He said, “I am General Co. Right now I am standing next to the President. We want to know your current situation in Bien Hoa.” I replied, “I am defending Bien Hoa. Le Minh Dao is defending Long Binh. Nguyen Van Toan has deserted. The airfield has been seized by the enemy. Heavy enemy pressure is coming from the north and northeast.”

A few minutes passed, then General Co said, “The President wants to now whether you can defend Bien Hoa until 0800 tomorrow so that negotiation with the other side can take place.” I replied without hesitation, “Yes, I can do that.” At the other end of the line I heard General Co’s voice reporting to the President. Finally he said to me, “General Khoi, this is your order from the President: Defend the City of Bien Hoa until 0800 hours, 30 April 1975. I wish you good luck.” I responded, “Yes, sir.”

Around 2345 hours, the enemy opened heavy artillery fire on the city. Then a regimental-size combined armor-infantry force attacked along National Route 1 from Ho Nai to the III Corps headquarters. TF 315, under LTC Do Duc Thao, engaged them and broke their attack. Many T54 tanks were destroyed, and the enemy retreated.

At 0200 hours, 30 April, BG Dao of the 18th Infantry Division called me on the radio and sai, “I have been overwhelemed and Long Binh is lost.” I asked, “Where are your now? Do you need any help?” He replied, “I am at the National Military Cemetery and retreating toward Thu Duc.” I felt very sorry for Dao. During the last two years, he and I had worked very hard together, always on the move, and against time. We had been together at all the battlefield in III Corps Tactical Zone because my ATF was Corps Mobile Force 1 and Dao’s 18th Division was Corps Mobile Force 2, according to General Do Cao Tri’s SOP. When we were toghter in prison, the Communists kept a close watch on both of us because we had caused the most damage to their forces and were considered the two most anti-Communist “fanatics”.

Around 0300 hours, the enemy bombarded Bien Hoa again. This time their fire was stronger and more accurate. I guessed their intention was to control Bien Hoa at all costs after seizing Long Binh. I was prepareing to engage in this decisive battle with my entire force; but surprisingly, TF 315 stopped their frontal attack, enveloped their left flank, and inflicted serious casualties upon them. They were force to retreat to the Bien Hoa Highway, adn the city returned to calm.

At exactly 0800 hours, 30 April, I tried to call General Co or the JGS headquarters in Saigon, but to no avail. I then held a conference with all my unit commanders to exchange information concerning the internal and external situation of the city. The enemy had retreated, leaving only minor guerrilla activity outside the city. Inside, it was calm. Everyone stayed indoos in compliance with the curfew, and the streets were deserted. The night before, I had helped the city police with additional manpower to prevent any outbreak from the jail. I was so happy to see that our troops’ morale was still high. They had plenty of courage and discipline. There was no rioting, looting, raping, or other activity in the streets. The city was under complete control. Also, the night before, a group of disbanded 18th Division soldiers had tried to enter under curfew. I had ordered them driven out because their presence might have caused major security porblems to the civilians and loss of morale and discipline among our troops leading to chain-reaction disintegration, as had occured last month in the Central Highlands.

Now it was 0830, I concluded that Bien Hoa was no longer the enemy’s objective, he was concentrating all his forces to attack Saigon. We had no communications with any higher headquarters, so I decided to pull out of Bien Hoa and march to rescue the capital. All the unit commanders present supported my decision. I immediately issued an operation order. III Corps ATF was to move toward Saigon as follows:

a. 4th Airborne Brigade, LTC Lo:

– Move on the right side of the Bien Hoa-Saigon railroad.
– At the outskirts of Saigon, deploy to the right of the railroad and await further orders.

b. 2d Marine Brigade. LTC Lien:

– Move on the left side of the Bien Hoa-Saigon railroad.
– At the outskirts of Saigon, deploy on the left side of the railroad and await further orders.

c. III Corps ATF:

– Remain in position for support until the Airborne and Marine troops have safely crossed the new Bien Hoa Bridge.
– Using the Korean Highway as the axis of advance, move toward Saigon in the follwing formation:
(1) TF 315, LTC Do Duc Thao: Lead the column; Deploy on the near side of the Binh Trieu bridge and await further orders.
(2) TF 322, LTC Nguyen Van Lien: Follow TF 315; Deploy behind TF 315 at the Binh Trieu bridge and await further orders.
(3) III Corps ATF and units under direct control: Follow TF 322; Deploy behind TF 322 at the Binh Trieu bridge and await further orders.
TF 318, LTC Nguyen Duc Duong: Rear guard; Deploy behind ATF Hq at the Binh Trieu bridge and await further orders.

Before boarding my helicopter, I inspected my troops for the last time. They were departing the City of Bien Hoa in an organized formation. Each man was neatly dressed, of dignified bearing, with a look of self-confidence and resignation on his face, showing no fear. They looked just as proud as they had in earlier times when we fought in Cambodia under General Do Cao Tri. I looked at my watch: it was 0900.

I boarded General Toan’s helicopter, piloted by Major Co. My own helicopter, piloted by Captain Tan, followed. We flew over Bien Hoa at low altitude and saw that the city was still calm and apparently in good order. My forces moved steadily toward Saigon, destroying all enemy blocking positions in their path.

Then an anxious thought came to mind: what would happen if our forces approaching Saigon were mistaken for the enemy and fired upon? Without communications, this was a great risk to my men. While I was pondering a solution to this problem, Major Co interrupted and asked, “Sir, if you wish to flee the country, I can help you.” I replied, “What about you?” he said, “After flying you out there, I will return to my family in Bien Hoa.” I responded, “Thanks very much for your concern, but I have decided to stay with my men.”

We flew at high altitude toward the Armor Command and III Corps headquarters in Camp Phu Dong. Far below, I saw a huge concentration of enemy guns, tanks, and troop-carrying trucks stretched out along Bien Hoa Highway and Route 13, like tow long snakes crawling into the Capital. We landed at Camp Phu Dong, and I dashed inside looking for an officer on duty. People were pacing back forth anxiously, and I didn’t meet anyone in authority, except a young lieutennt wearing III Corps insignia. I told him that I needed to use the telephone to contact the Capital Military District to inform them that my troops were approaching and shoudl not be fired upon.

I made countless attempts to contact CMD, but it was hopeless. I then tried calling the JGS Operations Center, also without success. In the meantime, I heard volleys of enemy artillery fire coming from the direction of Tan Son Nhut Air Base. AT that moment my Armor units arrived at the Binh Trieu bridge.

Then I heard the President’s voice on the radio ordering all Republic of Viet Nam Armed Forces to cease fire and surrender. It was 1025 hours, 30 April 1975 by my watch. this was the end. I was most sorry for the outcome of the war, but I had done my best. I let my troops execute the President’s final order for themselves: I had nothing more to say. But deep in my heart, I silently thanked all of them for their courage, sacrifice, and dedication until the very last minute of the war. Together, we had fulfilled our obligation and oath of allegiance.


I was, of course, arrested by the Communists and held captive in various concentration camps for 17 years. After my release in 1992, I came to the U.S. as a political refugee in 1993.

During the early years of captivity, I was interrogated intensively. The Communists were puzzled by the effectiveness of III Armor Brigade/III ATF. They studied our organization and operations and made me write an essay entitled “How could III Armor Brigade/III Corps ATF fight unfailingly against the Revolutionary Forces during the Spring Offensive?” They told me that III Corps ATF had been the only ARVN unit to confront them successfully until the last minute of the war.

Later on, we were transferred from the management of the Communist Ministry of Defense to that of the Ministry of Interior. They investigated our past military activities and were shocked by our exploits, which they regarded as war crimes. They accused me of prolonging the war for years, and, along with the other commanding generals, I was selected to be prosecuted as a war criminal. Fortunnately, the U.S. the UN, and the international media intervened on our behalf.

I shall never repent having done what I did, nor complain about the consequences of my captivity. If history were to repeat itself, I would choose the same path. By so doing, I know from experience that I would lose everything but HONOR.
Brigadier General Tran Quang Khoi
(ARMOR, March-April 1996)

(The link to the article is http://nguyentin.tripod.com/tqkhoi2-2.htm)

Major General Trần Quang Khôi has entered my list of Immortals, alongside Major General Lê Minh Đảo. They will forever roam my garden of heroes and lay down in the tombs of kings for a thousand autumns.

Danh dự. Tổ Quốc. Trách nhiệm.

– Nhat

Trailer for “Hồn Việt”

We are looking forward to viewing this film, “Hồn Việt”, which will feature the history of VNCH as well as our Freedom & Heritage flag, our national anthem performed by the National Presidential Orchestra of the Ukraine, and the lives and accomplishments of the Vietnamese diaspora and youth worldwide today… among other treasures.

It will be released by DVD and on YouTube on November 17, 2012, by the Vietnam Film Club.


Kho tàng hy sinh

Sau đây là một video clip của Thiếu Tướng Lê Minh Đảo tâm sự về những hy sinh của lính Việt Nam Cộng Hòa, là những anh hùng dũng mãnh đã nằm xuống ở chiến trường. Dù họ đã ra đi, nhưng những ước mơ, hy vọng cũng như là tinh thần của họ mãi mãi ở với chúng ta, là những ngừoi văn minh đề cao tự do, dân chủ và những lý tưởng tốt đẹp nhất. Sự hy sinh của lính Việt Nam Cộng Hòa là sự hy sinh cao cả nhất, vì họ hy sinh bản thân mình để người khác được sóng, và họ hy sinh bản thân mình không phải để xâm lấn và chiếm nước khác, mà họ hy sinh để bảo vệ và đáp lời sông núi. Cái thái độ đánh để xâm lấn nó khác với cái thái độ đánh để bảo vệ thường dân, và chúng ta phải phân biệt điều đó. Vĩ đại của lính Việt Nam Cộng Hòa là nằm ở chỗ đó.

– Trần Anh Nhật

Nhớ Mẹ (Lê Minh Đảo và Đỗ Trọng Huê)

Thiếu Tướng Lê Minh Đảo, tư lệnh Sư Đoàn 18 bộ binh, Quân Lực Việt Nam Cộng Hòa (image source: wikipedia)

Lúc ông ở trong tù cải tạo, Thiếu Tướng Lê Minh Đảo đã sáng tác bài hát Nhớ Mẹ với Đại Tá Đỗ Trọng Huê :

Nhớ Mẹ (Thiếu Tướng Lê Minh Đảo & Đại Tá Đỗ Trọng Huê)

Những chiều buồn trên đất Bắc, con hướng về Nam, con nhớ Mẹ nhiều
Mẹ ơi! bao nhiêu năm tháng cứ trôi, cứ trôi cho bạc mái đầu
Không gian rưng rưng như sắp đứt, gió về nghẹn ngào như tiếng nấc
còn đâu quê hương hoa gấm thơm làn tóc

Giã từ miền Nam tang tóc, con sống trầm luân kiếp sống lưu đày
Hằng đêm con nghe thương tiếc, xót xa, đắng cay dâng ngạt tháng ngày
Trăng sao tin yêu ai dối trá, đất trời hiền hoà ai đốt phá
và đem thê lương che kín núi sông này
Mẹ ơi! Mẹ biết không ? Còn cháy mãi trong con những lời mẹ cầm tay nói:
“Nắng sẽ về đầy lùi bóng tối, và yêu thương,
và tự do sẽ còn mãi mãi, nhé con!”
Giờ này hoàng hôn sắp tắt, con nghĩ gì đây con nhớ mẹ nhiều
Mẹ ơi! bao nhiêu năm tháng cứ trôi, cứ trôi phiêu dạt mái đầu
Quê hương điêu linh con vẫn khóc, trông chờ ngày về con vẫn thắp
từng ngôi sao đêm như ánh mắt mẹ hiền
Trời mây lung linh soi ánh mắt mẹ hiền
Hồn con lâng lâng con nhớ mắt mẹ hiền
Mẹ mến yêu, con thương, nhớ nhiều…

– Trần Anh Nhật